How to cook my way

1. check motivation and energy levels
2. if sufficient, carry on, if not: back to shutdown
3. check if the dishes are clean
4. they aren't, so another energy and motivation check
5. that probably fails, but if not: push and push and push myself until enough pots and pans, etc. are clean
6. energy and motivation check: if okay, start cooking
7. at this point I probably need something to distract myself from the growing fatigue
8. after about 2 hours, sometimes more, I can finally eat
9. I'm so hungry I eat too much and get heartburn.